It is a shitty feeling to second guess your own judgment.
It is called being indecisive. A huge issue for me.
I know what I believe my faults are. I don't just sit back and accept these things in myself.
I love myself no matter what, but I still try to change.
Everyday there is something about myself I find to teach me.
Who else is going to be the judge of your life but you, and God of course?
If I make a firm decision, it shows progress.
Growth.
It shows that no matter what the result in my decision, at least I made one.
See but we must always live with our results.
We must live with our decisions.
That is where being indecisive happens. Yet I have been told that not making a decision, Is in actuality making one. So why not just choose?
Why not just put out there what your opinion is and so what?
What? What does anyone else have to say about what I choose?
No one but me and God has anything to say about who I am.
I speak so strongly on this because I write to ingrain these beliefs into my own head.
I meditate on this point.
The point is that you are dammed if you do and you are dammed if you don't, like Eleanor Roosevelt put it.
So seriously forget what the judgment of others is and stick to what you believe.
People hate because they are jealous.
It is a good lesson to see that jealousy is negativity.
I don't need that. Nobody does.
Why change yourself due to other peoples insecurities?