I have to be the most analytical mother fucker there is.
Really though is it that necessary to analyze things to the core.
No.
It can really drive a person crazy.
That is what I do. I drive my fucking self crazy when there is no reason for it at all.
Ha.
I so much enjoy analysis. So much.
I really want to study psychology so that I can analyze the fuck out of other peoples lives and get out of my own damn head.
Seriously though having my head be this clear after quitting the green is driving me crazy.
Laugh.
I never thought that I would think it bad to be so analytical.
Well whatever I throw my hands in the air.
Let it go for fucks sake who fucking cares.
The curses give my writing emphasis.
Oh Life. How I love it.
I absolutely love life and everything about it and all the people in it.
The hard times and the good times. I love it all.
I sometimes forget how I love life.
Really though I do. No matter what happens. In the end I always learn something. Always.
It's great.
Really I am so thankful for the quality I have to take situations and learn from them.
If I didn't then the experience I had good or bad would just be a waste.
Who wants to waste their experiences?
Maybe some people do.
I would hope that even in the worst of situations I would be able to be this optimistic about life.
I know it can be tough. Really though all our actions lead us down our path.
So let us take actions towards the path we want to go down.
For if we continue to take the same actions as in our past, we will only see the same results.
Albert Einstein said," Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results." I have always believed this to be true.
Let us control our own destiny, with a little help from The Almighty of course.
Must always remember him. He guides me, when I open my heart to him and let him.
Sometimes my ego ruins his plan for me. Sometimes I think I know better than what he has laid for me.
Well I pray I forget about my own plans and create according to his will.
It takes strength, faith and trust that he will show me the best way.
Let me be shown the path to greatness and leave behind this path of darkness. This path I no longer wish to be a part of is beneath me. It is so beneath me I must not live on it's level.
I will not live on it's level. I will RISE AGAINST.