There is light in my heart.
I don't want it to be covered by darkness.
I wont let you in again.
It's to late. It's okay. I wanted it this way.
My obsession had the best of me and it was telling me I was in Love.
It was a lie. I wanted you all the time.
I let my body and soul be abused.
Now with out you I am just fine.
I wish we could be friends but I can't pretend.
If I saw you I would want to kiss you.
There's no good reason for it.
Except there was one day I was crazy for it.
Love of the Lord my God gets me through.
His words fill my soul and I am awakened to a new life.
Beauty surrounds me and I think of no wrongs.
Love. Peace. Faith. Hope. Trust.
Respect. I feel these things are important to some.
Left on the back burner for others.
I don't want you to be anything for me.
Live your life as you said you wanted.