Do I have to think about you Really?
It bothers me.
Just because I felt you were the closest thing to Love
That I have felt for a while.
What a lie.
It's God I am longing for.
How dare I try to replace the supernatural with the mundane.
I'm Reckless.
It feels like I'm drunk all the time.
There was one moment I said I wasn't going to drink this week.
Forgot about that one.
It's Chill though.
Stop walking around in my brain.
Get your exercise another way.
Ramble.
I want to forget you.
I don't want to be without you.
Regardless. We are no good for each other.
Sitting here, I can feel you in my heart.
I don't worry but I do care.
I do wonder.
How are you?
Are you safe? Are you sleeping?
Where are you?
Are you thinking of me too?
It's silly really. So silly.
I am so young.
We are young.
It's difficult to comprehend our emotions.
My street smarts have aged me yet I am in a younger womans body.
I enjoy this time of adolescence.
Doing what I want to do.
I always felt I could still do those things... Even with you.
We disagree but it's so interesting.
I could go on. I wont.
I'll decide to rest my pretty little head for now.
Goodnight My Love.