The Day by Day existence that is her life experience.
Never knowing what will happen is what wakes her up in the morning.
Routine and Mundane are not words that describe any part of her lifestyle. This girl is complicated. She's to be understood yet it would be too difficult for most. She Understands however and takes it into her own hands to show you this. She will always understand and she will always forgive. It's a fault at some points in her life when she will allow people to be around her that may or may not comprehend the intensity of their existence in her life. Her willingness to support all that you are, makes you feel superior. Her desire is to heal, even when she knows it's not her place. It's a deep rooted feeling of creating peace for all. She doesn't want to suffocate the part of her being that reaches out to those she feels want her. She longs to be wanted and longs to be needed yet if you need her she doesn't want you. It's funny how life is. It is a series of interactions and emotions all mashed up into a span of time. Life is to be taking as it is. Yet it shouldn't be wasted. It's a fleeting time this life, we choose how long we want to be here. Our actions display what it is we value and what it is we can do with out. Sometimes it's the actions we take that push people away and when this happens we wish we realized sooner how much we wanted that person. Sometimes we can do without that person and we only wanted them because they shut us out of their life. When we have them in our life again our efforts to be around them diminish. It's like we decide to make things right and then once we have our resolution, we decide we don't really care. She wants it. She wants you in her life. It's inevitable. There is no explanation. Merely that she likes your face. She likes to speak to you. Shes lost in the sweet existence which is you. Oh... But she also wants the world and everything else in it. So wanting you is just a small part of her large existence. Bye Bye.