The music she hears plays differently in her ears.
The mountain becomes a giant watching over her.
The Cars beside her toy cars driven by something greater.
The sky is blue with clouds of cotton candy and the road is endless.
The possibilities are endless. She is boundless.
Free to explore her world deeper.
Letting go of all apprehension on the subject she embraces her hearts desire.
In the embrace she thinks twice. She too is good at suppressing emotions.
It goes away. Then the warnings of Russian roulette. Is this really the game you want to play? Silly girl. She is so young. Doing things by the whims of her feelings.
She sings a tune of contentment. So strange she can't even question it... the only thing she wants to do is to let it ride. Continue on in this whimsical fantasy world.
It makes life Oh so interesting she thinks. No wonder she is magnetically drawn to your touch. She looks into your eyes and sees a deep sadness. She wants to be the one to take away the sadness. She knows that she never will but only for a moment of bliss. To Forget.
Suppress.
Release.
She looks at herself in the mirror and doesn't recognize her face.
It's a blur. It's not confusion anymore but time and space extended longer than thought possible. The touch she longs for. The kiss she enjoys. They are fantasies of a world created by two minds. Two minds and souls uniting for a moment of what seems to be forever.