Tuesday, October 27, 2009

To be expressive

I live for LOVE. I lived for love.
So, I let him take all of me.
So, I gave him my soul and he took it from me.
So, I had lived in denial when it was hurting me.
I learned from that.
I will not deny the truth. I will seek it out.
I will look at it in the eye and say, "I found you!"
What kind of person would I be if I were to live in a world of fantasy.
I want to be real.
I want to be forward.
Show myself.
I am not anyone but myself. That is all I will be. No one will change me but myself and The Lord.
I know that!
Therefore, I know that I can't change anyone else.
I don't want to change anyone from what they are, but accept them as they are.

I live for ACCEPTANCE. Believing there is hope in all things, situations, and people. Seeing the past as many huge lessons learned. I can look at those times from the other side appreciate them for all I have gained. Understanding in my heart the Unconscious mind is the creator which brought those times and situations to me for purpose. My life has purpose. It is to know about the unconscious.
To seek it out and find it's purpose. That's why I love Dreams.
I express myself and who I am. Such an accomplishment.
For my past is tainted with nights of sinful activity.
I have been forgiven for.
I no longer feel the weight of my mistakes.
An Unstoppable accomplishment of The Lords creation. I must appreciate.

I live to APPRECIATE. All that I have is a blessing. Each day I wake up and Thank The Lord that I am alive. To be thankful for life is to be motivated. Motivated to exercise the body, mind and spirit. Everything matters.

A beautiful girl once taught me a lesson I will always remember.
Trust is not to be broken. She also showed me that trust builds with time. It must be earned.
Betrayal: be disloyal. Disloyal: failing to be loyal to a person, country, or body to which one has obligations.

Without obligations there is no disloyalty. There is no betrayal. I don't say there isn't evil. I say the evil that is all around us is created by our own perceptions. The more we choose to believe that others are to be blamed for the evil that surrounds our being is false.
If we create our own realities we also create the evil in our realities.
We create the positivity and the negativity.

What kind of energy to you want to emit?